Is It Still Me Who Makes You Sweat?

i havent done this in so long:|...i dont know..i like myspace more, and i like talking to sarah more, and i like hanging out with kris more..so screw this..and yeah..i got a job, and its easy money, and what else, i bought shirts off the internet..im waiting for them to come..and yeah..im done here..later<3

its not perfect but its what you get, im giving you what i can, thank you for everything. you know you make everything worth it, and incase you ever forget, you are what i was looking for<3

so i left home yesterday at 1:30 P.M. and i got home today at 6:30 P.M...and i was at sarahs the whole time..it was fun as hell..and i had probably the most fun ive had in a while..minus all the little kids..that was very smelly/loud..so i was there all day..we played mousetrap<3..and we played a litttttle bit of halo..and we had lots of ham and olives and moutain dew..and i gave her parents something that my mom made..they liked it so much it became the new center of the table(H)..i win at life..and i gave sarah her sw33t necklace..it owns..and she loved it<3..her mom said she didnt deserve it though:P..but yeah..then we spent from about 4 till 9 just walking around from room to room..oo..we played pool..and i almost beat her..and i have never played pool in my life:P...ooh..and her parents got me stuff:)..it made me happy..i got a gas card and a gift card to best buy..which will get me cd's. then we found out the roads were icy..so i called my mom..and she talked to her dad, and i slept over..on the couch in the family room, i fell asleep to dane cook, which is awesome..and we spent our whole day today playing sonic heroes with her brother, and sitting on the couches watching tv..it was sweet.and i get to see her again tomorrow (which by the way is one year for us):D..thats it for now..

so why am i writing in here:S..i never do anymore..hah..whatthehell.....soooo yeah..im happy..and im good..and i get to go buy people stuff tomorrow..which isnt all that bad you know?..and then theres the whole..i get to see sarah 2 days in a row..which also rules..and theres the..i have no fucking clue where im going with this:)...so anyways..i need ideas on what i want for christmas..because im out of ideas..and have till monday to decide..and no sarah..its not an xbox360..:P..but anyways..thats it for now..im getting either more and more boring or less and less interested in the internet..i havent decided yet..its only good for music, myspace, and msn:P

today i wore my Tim! at the disco shirt..it was pure awesome:P..and yeah..i had a boring day..i spent like 2 hours in the nurses..and yeah..classes sucked..and when i got home i started talking to the beauty<3..and she put me in her livejournal..:)..i was going to have new myspace pictures but myspace decided to be an idiot..so that pretty much sucked..i even had one of my cat..that although he hates strangers..he loves sarah..which im happy about..shes the only person that that has happened with..like..ever:)..anyways...i have not much else to write..and i heart talking to sarah..so im getting back to that...goodbye<3

tonight is where it really sucks..you see..i consider 20 minutes away close..i consider her worth it..ive said everything i could..and its not working..but thats just it..theres nothing i can say that will help her..tonight all she needs is to be held..and i can tell..all she needs is me..she has me right now..but not in the right way..she needs to touch me..and i need it the same as she does..im doing anything i can think of to help this..im out of words to say tonight but im not out of feeling, im out of what to think of..how long til' we're finished healing..neither of us know..but it cant come soon enough..i love you sarah<3 i wont leave or break up..i know what ive got and i wont give it up for anything..<3

11 months and im still learning things about her, i dont mind this at all..and i dont think ill ever stop..sarah i love you<3

yeah, so i havent written in how long now?...like..17 days?..hah..yeah anyways..i have my license now, and a car, and a wonderful girlfriend..but ive had her for like almost 11 months:)...and i have good friends and i have a good life..im happy..so im not complaining about anything..and school is the only thing thats not amazing lately..but anyways..ill give you all a good update later when theres actually something to write about..but for now im going to wait till sarah gets home..maybe eat..yeah..im so wipped arent i sarah?:P..anyways..till some other time..

ATTN: ROB AND MICHELLE

You are both coming here for christmas and we will have fun and we will be very happy and you can stay for as long as ever

p.s. robbert you are my long lost brother, we were split up at birth<3

p.p.s. michelley you are freaking great and you are going to have fun and then we will be happy and we do want you to come and we love you..and yeah, you're sweet, and you and robbert going to the dance is sweet-er.<3

so i am tired and this is a livejournal..and they dont go well together at all..but anyways...im tired..but i did see sarah today..me and alissa went over to her house and we played some mario party, it was sweet..and yeah..so anyways, i think im very hungry..and i wish i could get subway..and yeah..so i think its sarahs fault i want it..cause we passed it on the way home and she said "subway" really like...whiny-ish..like she wanted it..and now..now i want it..ddamnnnit...anyways..i did have a good day for the most part..church was boring and i had to usher..and that sucked in general..anyways..umm..thats about it for tonight.more tomorrow when i actually can open my eyes withough dying..:P...later..

im tired..and i mean that..alot..this isnt going to be long, but whatever..im getting sick..and im tired..and it sucks..and yeah..no one is on msn really..and it sucks..alissa just left..but she was doing homework..so it didnt really matter..but anyways..i had pizza hut..that was good..and i went to waupaca today with bryan..we looked for a game...but it didnt work.so we just rented it..and yeah...i dont know..im tired still..and my sprite pisses me off because it wont make me more awake..and oh yeah..i want sarah to get on here..because im sick of being tired and need to be woken up..anyways..thats it..ill write a real update later..when i dont suck..goodbye

so ill write about yesterday night and today, umm..we went to a haunted maze/house thing. it was me, sarah, bryan, alissa, hannah, danielle, shiloh, and kyle..so we went through it and it was kinda short, but fun, then we went on the hay ride, which happened to be a little more fun or just as much, i cant remember. but on it i lost sarahs moms cellphone..so anyways..we didnt know that yet, we went to walmart after and messed around, i bought some paint grenades..it was sweet(those come later)..but yeah..we were leaving walmart and going to the car and we noticed sarahs moms cell was nowhere around..so we went back in walmart and looked for it..and then we found nothing, then we went back to greenville and looked around, and i found it(i felt pretty damn good about myself if i must say)..and yeah..sarahs mom seemed mad still though...but we got her home, and then on the way out of new london i blew up our paint grenades..it was sweet..one in someones front yard and another in the street, and then on the way out of new london to waupaca to take alissa home i emptied out all of our soda bottles from the back of the car..as in threw them at oncoming cars..and ive got some good aim;)..but anyways..we dropped off alissa and then went to hardees and ate, then came home and played halo..and then went to bed..and today i was woken up around 11 by the wonderful sarah jumping on me..her and alissa both work for my mother now:)...but yeah..we hung around the house for like an hour and a half until alissa got here..then went out there..and back and forth and back and forth..and yeah..it was fun..we played alot of ddr..and we watched most of the runaway jury..and then we went upstairs for a bit..and then we took sarah home..but i gotta say..that was the best ride home ever..i was made basically the cutest/most special guy ever..and her the girl..so it was freaking great..she tried to steal my blanket though..that was NOT cool..lol, but now umm..its only 8:12 because of daylight savings time(which i love)..anyways..ive got to finish this and check out sarahs...later

today was true fucking love<3...but yeah, i didnt go to bed till 5 am..it was crazy, me and bryan were playing halo after he got home at like 3..from work, but yeah..we did really good..but then my dad got up for work at 5..so we had to go to bed...i woke up around 10 but made myself fall back asleep..then sarah called around 12 something..it was nice:)..and we talked for a while..then she came over..we went and played some ddr, we found tigger and petted him..shes the only person that cat doesnt hate other than me..and then we got some ddr again..and then went to subway...and some person outside(must have been a freshman aged person)...told me that i dressed more like a girl than a guy?..even though i wasnt even wearing girl pants or shirts or anything..i had my hollister pants and a fob shirt..wasnt even tight..but whatever..then sarah said fuck you..and they called her a ho not a whore..a ho..which was just kind of funny..and then i flipped em off..so they started following us..but whatever..i didnt care..we decided to piss them off by eating our subway outside on my porch..and they were still following us..so they threw a rock..so i threw it back, really hard..and it seemed to scare the shit out of them..then i went and gave my mom her stuff...and when i got back there were some guys with them..and i flipped them off..and they were telling me they were going to "fucking kill me" so i said "ohhhh im sure you will" and then he said "im not fucking kidding" so then i said they were gay and they started to walk away(p.s. he had a baby blue sweatshirt and some wigger pants on..sooooo scary)..so yeah..they kept looking back so i waved and smiled..and then i got cold so we went inside..played some more ddr..and then some halo..and i gave sarah a back massage..we came downstairs and told rob and michelle that me and sarah no longer hate paramore..we think they are actually pretty sweet...so anyways..then we got the extreme urge to play with legos?...umm...yeah..so we got a bunch picked out that her little brother would like and there were a shitload..so shes giving them to him..it should make him happy..besides..hes funny and i like him..but yeah..then i got home and i got sarahs june cd(by the way they seem to be my new musical obsession, besides bayside and panic and for some reason..mcs again)..but yes..i ripped it to my computer..and am sitting at about 900 some songs now..but anyways..this is the longest lj i have had in a while..you people appreciate it okay?:P..and oh yeah..me and sarah have been going out for ten months now..so congradulate us you asses;)...yeah..but anyways..have a good night..and ill write in here more later.

so im eating some cereal..and its good..and im trying to think about the last few days, and what to write in here about, all i can say is life is going good..i mean, im getting my license in like 2 weeks(not even)..i have a car ready, i have a wonderful girlfriend, and fucking awesome friends(her being one)..and i dont think i could ask for much more..if i get the job that i applied for..then thats money being thrown in..which is gonna be enough for an ipod nano and something for sarah..and i dont know..im just really fucking good lately..and this cereal is pretty good too:P..but thats about it for now..i feel like talking to sarah..so ill write more some other time..later.

ive been neglecting this thing..and getting really lazy..but i dont really care..ive had alot more to do..ive had school..and sarah and talking to friends and being lazy and playing halo...hah..actually thats about nothing..but whatever..i must be behind on all the bands i like too..but oh well..ill get bored one day and catch up..that reminds me..ive been listening to alot of taking back sunday and fall out boy again..its odd..but its nice, i missed it..well..i noticed i did when i listened..but yeah..i want that concert..if the concert tickets didnt cost like 70 dollars on ebay i would buy them...so anyways..

saturday we all went to alissas..like..alotta people, and it was good for the most part..sarah was sad for a bit..so when we took her home i did my best to make her better..then yeah..umm..sunday i just lazied around..i attempted to go to appleton to get some pants..but the mall had to close at 6 because sunday sucks..and then yesterday i just hung out here and talked to sarah..tomorrow i think ill be going back to get pants..and bryan will probably get a game..most likely fable..but yeah...i think thats about it in here..later..and ill try to write in here more..

new(ish) layout..i got lazy and only changed the words and color:P..hah..yeah..comment it damnit..lattter

so its been a while again..im sorry ive been seeing people more..people other than you livejournal..im sorry..hah..no im not..seeing sarah and alissa and bryan is way more fun, but ill still write in here to let people know whats going on:P...school is fine..grades are fine..well..math wasnt...but it is now:)..and what else..ummm..i think im eating subway tonight...and thats going to be awesome..havent in like forever..so anyways..i dont know..unless i write sarah something in here..nothing ever gets written..but anyways..shes writing one too..and asked if i would..so this is pretty much for her...hah:)..anwyays..i want to talk to her right now damnit..oh yeah..another thing..bryan put that picture of him and alissa like...facing him when he sits at his computer..its great..and i really like it..hah..i need one of me and sarah at new londons:P

hooooly shit..so to most people its going to seem like its been a while since ive written in here...but actually theres like 5 locked ones you wont see;)...but anyways..so i havent been up to much new lately..except talking to sarah and bryan and alissa and rob and michelle..and yeah..i could say hanging out with all of them but that would mean that i somehow made my way up to canada..but yeah..um..anyways..last night was new londons homecoming dance..and holy shit:)...that dance>>>>>>>>>>>>our dance..it kicked our ass..and it was really fun..and they played mcr and fall out boy..even though we had to request fob..anyways..so we were at sarahs before it..and we played some halo..and then we straightened my hair..and then we went..we were with travis and hannah and danielle and shiloh and jenny and yeah..there were a bunch of other people..like..ashley and yeah..i dont know i cant think..but during sugar we danced with byron and his girlfriend..and yeah..and then there was this funny tim guy..not me..because im not funny at all:P..and yeah..he was dancing and it was fucking hilarious..and then there was jeff and the other jeff..and they are both cool..and theres connor...who is really cool..and theres kevin and jon who are faggots..and didnt come near me once..:)..soo yeah..slow dances were good too..they didnt play half as many retarded songs as waupaca..and it was nice..and there were so many more people there..but anyways..im going back to msn..where i belong right now:P...

so yesterday was just about the best day ive had in..so fucking long..we were in fremont and bryan was like..flipping out..something was wrong with him..like..he couldnt move his hands..and his legs from the knees down were tingling..so we called my parents..got their opinion..bryan got some water..it made him better i think..so yeah..and then i drove to appleton..because alissa was afraid bryan was going to have that happen again..and yeah..it wasnt bad..i suppose i would have been screwed if i had gotten caught by a cop..but anyways..umm..we got to some bridge where we had no clue what to do..so we got directions..they were to the wrong place..that was fun..and then we got there..there were some assholes singing some pretty shitty music..so we waited for a bit..then some kids came..they were there for the spill canvas too..but they had the same problem as us..so yeah..we all left after we figured out it was the wrong place..and we got directions to the monkeywrench..and when we got there..holy shit was that awesome..i had so much fun..right away i got my spill canvas shirt...took off my other one..put that on..and we went to the side of the wall after mashland played and listened to this day and age..they sound alot better live..not so soft...it was nice..but yeah..then came the spill canvas..we got right up in front..next to a speaker..and my ears are still ringing..but anyways..we saw those kids that were at ryans ballroom on the other side..so that was kinda cool..and then we got to hear lust a prima vista...i swear i was going crazy..that song kicks so much ass...that was the best ever..anyways..umm..alissa got a milllllion pictures..which shes uploading now..and yeah..so that was about it..we ended up leaving right after to get sarah home..and then me..and then bryan and alissa went to alissas for a bit..and hmm..we had no voices for a bit..mine came back..sarahs was going on and off and im thinking alissas was too..so today..school..it was boring..i left early, and so thats about it, umm, im thinking that i need another concert there..ahhhh..later..

i havent written in here in...well...a long time..so umm, today i had school, it sucked..i was sore..but lets see..we watched a movie in world history, then i went to drama, where my partner still isnt back..so i didnt have to do anything for the third day in a row..so that was cool, then multimedia..played games..then homeroom..didnt do anything..english, greek mythology test and papers we due..so that was easy..then lunch...wasnt bad..i had some weird thing..it was weird..but whatever..then chem comm..sucked..i hate that teacher..i was saying the right answer and the idiot couldnt get it through her head..i hate her..and yeah..math..i didnt do too bad on the test..like a C?...so then gym..last softball game before flag football...and we won thank god..then study hall..played games on the computer..then yeah..came home..and yeah..sarah and alissa are going to appleton to get dresses..and im going to baby sit...fucking a:(...not cool..i dont care who it is..i dont want to do it..but yeah...anyways...umm...im looking forward to sunday..because im going to sarahs..to see her like..all day..:)..anyways..later